had qt an ok day today... went for trg den went out with dex. we went to look for his sisters bdae pres and watched day after tml... i have a CAUSE! haha i will try to save the earth as much as i can heh. ok nvm. i will try anyway :p
past 2 days have been really frantic... going to sch everyday for like 12 hrs preparing for ics night which was yst... i was qt scared tt it would be really bad... but it wasnt as bad as i thot lah haha... qt bad only. but i thot tt DpN danced really really well!i dunno its like in ics im like the big baby or something haha... everyone treats me like a kid there which is good in a way haha... i like being a kid... dinesh is like this big bro tt pampers me and spoils me like mad and the girls all are nice to me and explain stuff to me all the time haha... even those hu are younger than me! now i like know so many more of them haha... and most of them are really really nice pple. i was like so touched when gobi was like saying tt noone would want to scold me haha... cos i was telling him tt im scared ill get scolded cos i lost the ticket booklet.i hope he will feel better soon :)oh it was qt embarrassing tho cos i was the cow rite and my costume is such tt i ave very limited vision den like when i was supposed to walk off in the bar scene kumar (my farmer\owner) din walk me off so i was like anyhow walkng den i bumped into the back of the stage! like ok tt wasnt so bad cos like i did that during rehearsal too and i still found my way eventually so i like turned and walked summore and den i tripped over this speaker and fell FLAT on the floor ok! and EVERYONE laughed like MAD! i was so embarrassed!den sunnand was like trying to guide me back and i was like crawling arnd :s and den i hit him accidentally haha... oops. sorry dude. everyone was like asking me if i was ok after tt haha... super lame lah! oh manz. den after tt during the intermission i was tokking to jo esther joy duane and esmond hu went to watch and they were like telling me nit to fall and i was like "i wont lah!" and den i promptly tripped on my slipper while walking down the steps :( how embarrassing haha...ok nvm and after the whole thing EVERYONE wanted to hug me cos i was big and furry and had udders haha... i olike never hugged so many pple in my life haha den after tt pple kept intro-ing me to thier frens cos they wanted to "meet the cow" tts my new name btw. "the cow" :s haha but i was so glad tt my frens went!!! thank u all so much :) tho din get to tok to bin and mother much but thanks for ur support! and for bringing ur fren haha... tho i think i scared him :p and thanks to my church frens too! we went for supper after the thing and esther was saying tt me and esmond really bicker non stop haha which is kinda true. not my fault hes SO IRRITATING. anyway we were all so super relieved tt its over!!!!!! but i think tt it was a really good experience and i had lots and lots of fun... dancing with dpn and watching them and being milked by kumar which was a really surreal experience haha... yah... good memories lah... and some bad i guess... the audience was realy bad and like i really feel for the poor singing girls... i mean they tried lah... just tt the audience couldnt appreciate only... and they all tried hard lah!! yah :) haha everyone said i was a good cow yay haha... and thius girl just was like so excited to see me and was like "take a picture with me!!!!" and i have totally no idea hu she is haha... but she was qt nice lah! :) and i love to take photos anyway heh.
zy is staying at my hse now... nice to have someoneelse other than me and moi at home... but i think im qt a bad host haha cos im like not really at home most of the time and if i am i will usually be doing my own thing... and i felt so bad haha made her starve while waiting for me to bring her dinner back. i blame nicoll highway!
hihaz. i feel abit discouraged abt explicit now cos of wad someone said. i mean yah i know tts wad he thinks lah but its qt discouraging cos we really ut in qt alot of effort into it and when u have pple saying this kinda stuff its hard to have faith. maybe my faith is too weak or too small but its true lah... i dunno if i shld take part oso...i dun really like playing in front of pple... cos im like really lousy and its so embarrassng... dunno lah hiahz.
was tokking to dex today in the bus and he was saying tt hes got exam stress haha... like oh man... i need to get tt too! i said i will try to start studying tml. i hope i do man! ive been spending money like mad lah. i feel so bad ok. and troy totally rocks ok!tho we watched the late late show tt ended at 1 and jacs father scolded us and i was so tired the nxt day haha... but yah it was good to see her again :)
i dunno man i think i need to try to understand moodswings haha... maybe its cos i dun really have cos im mostly qt happy but like maybe if i had i would understand and not feel irritated and like i dunno... sometimes if i dun understand stuff i will feel irritated with the person but maybe its just cos i dun understand... i dunno :s haha... oh wells.
dexters blog is so depressing! it makes me sad to read... i know tt he doesnt want pple to care abt him and stuff but i cant help it. im glad tt u finally admit tt maybe u are more humman than u want... tho i know that yyou dun want to but good for u anyway. i really do care lots abt u dex tho u dun want me to and i know that other pple care too... and tho u always deny it and stuff and say tt other pple are delusioned but its not lor... i dunno u lah. but i really hope that we will have a frenship haha... i dun care if ur sticky cos i am too so it doesnt matter! :) heehee. yupps anyway hope u find the thingy for ur sis haha i cant wait to meet ur sis one day haha i think she will be really amusing heh.
hmm it feels like a saturday! haha tho its only wed :( and got trg tml!!! gosh. haha... ok nvm i wun slack. cant slack anyway cos zy is stayng with me! and shes mighty woman haha. but good in a way lah... den i am forced to make myself get out of bed haha... trg was qt ok i guess... i dun really know if im improvong or not aha... maybe by the end of june den i will kknow heh. tanya is swimming the exact same events as me! man... haha i hope im not in her heat ok. i will be super embarrassed haha... i hate it for my mg frens to see me swim i dunno y heh. oh wells! haha... chong wei wore a cap today!! as in a swimming cap haha he looked so funny!!! oh manz. ok nvm i think the yr 1s are really amusing haha... and both me and zy forgot our towels today...good thing angele came! heehee.
past 2 days have been really frantic... going to sch everyday for like 12 hrs preparing for ics night which was yst... i was qt scared tt it would be really bad... but it wasnt as bad as i thot lah haha... qt bad only. but i thot tt DpN danced really really well!i dunno its like in ics im like the big baby or something haha... everyone treats me like a kid there which is good in a way haha... i like being a kid... dinesh is like this big bro tt pampers me and spoils me like mad and the girls all are nice to me and explain stuff to me all the time haha... even those hu are younger than me! now i like know so many more of them haha... and most of them are really really nice pple. i was like so touched when gobi was like saying tt noone would want to scold me haha... cos i was telling him tt im scared ill get scolded cos i lost the ticket booklet.i hope he will feel better soon :)oh it was qt embarrassing tho cos i was the cow rite and my costume is such tt i ave very limited vision den like when i was supposed to walk off in the bar scene kumar (my farmer\owner) din walk me off so i was like anyhow walkng den i bumped into the back of the stage! like ok tt wasnt so bad cos like i did that during rehearsal too and i still found my way eventually so i like turned and walked summore and den i tripped over this speaker and fell FLAT on the floor ok! and EVERYONE laughed like MAD! i was so embarrassed!den sunnand was like trying to guide me back and i was like crawling arnd :s and den i hit him accidentally haha... oops. sorry dude. everyone was like asking me if i was ok after tt haha... super lame lah! oh manz. den after tt during the intermission i was tokking to jo esther joy duane and esmond hu went to watch and they were like telling me nit to fall and i was like "i wont lah!" and den i promptly tripped on my slipper while walking down the steps :( how embarrassing haha...ok nvm and after the whole thing EVERYONE wanted to hug me cos i was big and furry and had udders haha... i olike never hugged so many pple in my life haha den after tt pple kept intro-ing me to thier frens cos they wanted to "meet the cow" tts my new name btw. "the cow" :s haha but i was so glad tt my frens went!!! thank u all so much :) tho din get to tok to bin and mother much but thanks for ur support! and for bringing ur fren haha... tho i think i scared him :p and thanks to my church frens too! we went for supper after the thing and esther was saying tt me and esmond really bicker non stop haha which is kinda true. not my fault hes SO IRRITATING. anyway we were all so super relieved tt its over!!!!!! but i think tt it was a really good experience and i had lots and lots of fun... dancing with dpn and watching them and being milked by kumar which was a really surreal experience haha... yah... good memories lah... and some bad i guess... the audience was realy bad and like i really feel for the poor singing girls... i mean they tried lah... just tt the audience couldnt appreciate only... and they all tried hard lah!! yah :) haha everyone said i was a good cow yay haha... and thius girl just was like so excited to see me and was like "take a picture with me!!!!" and i have totally no idea hu she is haha... but she was qt nice lah! :) and i love to take photos anyway heh.
zy is staying at my hse now... nice to have someoneelse other than me and moi at home... but i think im qt a bad host haha cos im like not really at home most of the time and if i am i will usually be doing my own thing... and i felt so bad haha made her starve while waiting for me to bring her dinner back. i blame nicoll highway!
hihaz. i feel abit discouraged abt explicit now cos of wad someone said. i mean yah i know tts wad he thinks lah but its qt discouraging cos we really ut in qt alot of effort into it and when u have pple saying this kinda stuff its hard to have faith. maybe my faith is too weak or too small but its true lah... i dunno if i shld take part oso...i dun really like playing in front of pple... cos im like really lousy and its so embarrassng... dunno lah hiahz.
was tokking to dex today in the bus and he was saying tt hes got exam stress haha... like oh man... i need to get tt too! i said i will try to start studying tml. i hope i do man! ive been spending money like mad lah. i feel so bad ok. and troy totally rocks ok!tho we watched the late late show tt ended at 1 and jacs father scolded us and i was so tired the nxt day haha... but yah it was good to see her again :)
i dunno man i think i need to try to understand moodswings haha... maybe its cos i dun really have cos im mostly qt happy but like maybe if i had i would understand and not feel irritated and like i dunno... sometimes if i dun understand stuff i will feel irritated with the person but maybe its just cos i dun understand... i dunno :s haha... oh wells.
dexters blog is so depressing! it makes me sad to read... i know tt he doesnt want pple to care abt him and stuff but i cant help it. im glad tt u finally admit tt maybe u are more humman than u want... tho i know that yyou dun want to but good for u anyway. i really do care lots abt u dex tho u dun want me to and i know that other pple care too... and tho u always deny it and stuff and say tt other pple are delusioned but its not lor... i dunno u lah. but i really hope that we will have a frenship haha... i dun care if ur sticky cos i am too so it doesnt matter! :) heehee. yupps anyway hope u find the thingy for ur sis haha i cant wait to meet ur sis one day haha i think she will be really amusing heh.
hmm it feels like a saturday! haha tho its only wed :( and got trg tml!!! gosh. haha... ok nvm i wun slack. cant slack anyway cos zy is stayng with me! and shes mighty woman haha. but good in a way lah... den i am forced to make myself get out of bed haha... trg was qt ok i guess... i dun really know if im improvong or not aha... maybe by the end of june den i will kknow heh. tanya is swimming the exact same events as me! man... haha i hope im not in her heat ok. i will be super embarrassed haha... i hate it for my mg frens to see me swim i dunno y heh. oh wells! haha... chong wei wore a cap today!! as in a swimming cap haha he looked so funny!!! oh manz. ok nvm i think the yr 1s are really amusing haha... and both me and zy forgot our towels today...good thing angele came! heehee.
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